Thursday, June 29, 2006

Your signature city is New York

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Your signature city is New York



Whether you like to have lots of options at your fingertips or you like to be in a metropolitan environment that's buzzing with energy, the Big Apple is the perfect place for you. Maybe you like to mix and mingle at some of the edgiest restaurants, shops, and clubs in the world. Or maybe you like to be in the middle of it all — in the bright lights and big city.

One night could be dinner and a show on Broadway, a stroll through Central Park the next, or a trip to the Met the next. From Grand Central Station to Greenwich Village, New York's got some of the biggest and edgiest things to see and do anywhere in the world. No wonder a trendsetter like you would be right at home in the Big Apple.

What's Your Signature City?

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Happy Birthday Luv

So glad you came into my life at the right time. =)

Monday, June 26, 2006

What hairstyle are you...

Your signature hairstyle is Sassy and Stylish

Look out world, here you come! A fashionable and fun soul, you've got an outgoing personality and you like your look to match. That's why your signature hairstyle is silly, sassy, and always hip and cool.

You don't mind following trends, but you're just as happy setting them. You like to have fun with your hair and your look, so it's no surprise that you're always switching things up to suit your style. You've got your own way of doing things, and it really shows. Keep it up, cutie!

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Moving on ... or trying to

We tried to separate ourselves from him but damn, he doesnt want to sign the papers. If he doesnt want my mom anymore why dont he sign the separation papers. Then all of us will be happy.

Thinking ...
Naisip ko lang kasi super dependent sya sa nanay ko. If he hates her but he doesnt want to leave kasi di nya kaya supportahan sarili nya. He made a mess of what our family is suppose to be yet he is the one spreading to all people that it was us who doesnt want him.

Duh!!! Syempre ayaw na namin sa kanya after what he did. Until now he still denies it, believing he is the one who is right and my mom is wrong.

Ayaw ko na nga isipin tong problem, pero how can we move on if he is still there, making some disturbance so we would give him money.

MUKHANG PERA SYA!!! He has no sense of responsibility. He believes all expenses should be paid by my mom. He doesnt believe in obligation and yet he thinks that we kids should agree with him and go against my mom. We would if what he was doing is right. But damn, not once since all of this start did we see what he did was right or legal.

Is hooking up with a prostitute who is younger than your youngest kid right? Is stealing my car to go to batangas with your driver and his family then coming home after 5 days when you specifically told your kids that you will be home in 3 days right. Is getting mad at your kid and telling a lie that because your kid didnt lent you her car is the reason you came home 2 days late right? Is it right, that when your kids learned it was all a lie and confronted you with it then you just laugh it of not even apologizing is right?

Damn, he has a lot of gall doing all of those and even more. He stole my aunt's car and sold it. The money? We dont know where it went.

He goes on his ways enjoying his time with that crazy driver and that prostitute of his mistress (oh yeah the girl is a GRO at a low class club), but when we told him its better for you to separate he gets mad at us and tell us that its us kids who will separate in the future coz we want him and my mom to break up.

He believed that he has the rights to all the assets (bear in mind my mom paid for all of it but yet she is foolish enough to put it in his name) and he even accused my mom of stealing. He doesnt want to split up the properties, he wants it all to himself. Hello, conjugal property, lugi na nga mama ko kasi 50-50 na kayo, tapos gusto mo pa lahat!!!

Even if we kids doesnt want to get involve .. and yes some people even told us that we shouldnt get involve... DUH!!! Involve po kami kasi kami ang nagigitna at kami ang naaapekto din.

How can we just let it be eh ginugulo na nya kami eh. he hows people a lot of money... HE EVEN OWES ME A BIG AMOUNT OF MONEY!!! I never planned on getting it back, but when i found out he has a girl, that changes everything. Kapal ng mukha nya.

Madami rin nagsasabi, tatay mo pa rin yan. Kung ganun nga, eh sana wala nalang ako tatay. Wala naman sya maganda napapakita eh.

1. He hits my mom --> physical abuser
-- he just stop when we kids started fighting back
2. He hits us kid then lectures my brothers not to hit women --> DUH!!!
3. He never supported us. (Lola at Lolo ko for the first few years, then mom ko na all the way)
4. He has women --> Adulterer
5. He lies all the time just to get what he wants.
6. Feeling magaling sya tapos once i-susue na sya kasi mali yung ginawa nya tatago na. End up its my mom who fixes it up --> DUWAG!!!
7. Binaril nya kapatid nya. He missed, but he still shot at his brother in front of their parents, in front of my mom, in front of my little brother.

... marami pa ako masasabi pero wag na. As I said kung ganun tatay ko eh mas maganda sana wala nalang akong tatay.

... fitting yung sabi ng kapatid ko. He is a WORMTAIL!!!

Monday, June 19, 2006

psychosis

I'm becoming bitter. I hate myself because i guess a small part of me still cares for him. But i know i shouldnt after all the pains and tears he cost my family.

I hate him for being unable to be a provider. I hate him for being unable to be someone you can rely on. I hate him for being abusive. I hate him for being selfish. I hate him for being a terrible person. But deep inside, I hate him because I hate myself for unable to accept him as who he is.

I'm scared that I would be just like him. Even at my age, I'm scared that maybe I might become like him. Someone who is a two-timer, a leech, a wormtail.